Thots.

Hm, I WAS feeling better haha.. and still am compared to the last time i blogged.

anyway, yeah, for sure it's different liao.

din chat for abt 3 weeks ady?

I dunno if it's becz u noe I having exam and u prep-ing for yours or what...

but...

I hate it when so many things can remind me of you lol.

I bet few stuff remind you of me thou :O

Ah! Nid to focus FINALS ahh!

if it's not meant to be Lord,

pls help me get some closure so I can move on :)

but since no target, maybe I'll just stick around for a while more. hahaha.

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Break even.

The feeling you get when u feel that something is slipping off your fingers,

and you can do nothing to stop it or do anything to get it back.

maybe it's not what it seems to be, but well, I do feel very emo.

things dont seem to be the same.

but then again, who am I to analyse now?

esp when I'm in such a f*cked up state. lol.

What am i suppose to say when I'm all choked up but u're okay?

I'm falling to pieces.

No, when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even.

God, please help me, to focus on my finals that's round the corner.

tyvm.. at least distract me from this emo period :)

amen.

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你永远也看不见我最爱你的时候，

因为我只有在看不见你的时候，才最爱你。

同样，

你永远也看不见我最寂寞的时候，

因为我只有在你看不见我的时候，我才最寂寞。

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trust my own judgement.

when i asked this, "I dunno which to believe, your words or my judgement?"

my frends mostly agreed to trusting own judgement.

thanks for the heads up guys.

actually, I noe ady that i shud trust my own judgement.

but then, wishful thinking, just wanted to trust your words.

today, i did some stalking.. and yeah.. true enuf.

haih. I dunno what to do, what can I do.

really think we shouldnt contact each other for awhile?

best for both of us lol.

haiz, today is a happy day, yet it can be so depressing at the same time.

>.<

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不知该怎么办

哇塞！ 好久没来这儿写了!

好事还是坏事呢？

应该是好事。　证明我还挨得过去。

可是　今天却有一点点受不了。

其实，我已经知道你不是什么代替品。。

所以今天才会在写这一切吧。

怎么办？ 我不喜欢做中间人啊！

为什么每次都会这样呢？

haiyoo..

很明显的， 那女生就是也喜欢你嘛。

她却偏偏很像在骗自己酱。

她知道我也喜欢你， 然后她自己又很像不懂她喜欢你。

时常问我关于你的事。。 你对她怎样， 她又会跟我讲 =.=

然后又很伤心你那样对她 lol. 好笑的是，我还须安慰她呢。。

然后， 我有良心嘛。

就去跟你讲咯，其实应该只是想问个清楚吧？

可是，你却内疚噢。

还问我你应该跟她道歉吗？

不是叫我不知所措吗？

虽然你常说不喜欢她， 可是我又可以相信吗？

上次就已败于《相信》。

然后你到最后，　打电话给她。

我不懂啊！　

你是听我鼓励你去找她　还是出自于自己的心？

或许我有一点自私吧， 所以才会这么介意？

我承认我介意。

虽然没什么资格介意， 可是我现在很不爽啊！！

ｈａｉｙｏ!

救我啊！

我是普通人啊！

为什么你可以 call 她，却又忘了回我的信息？

想起来，pekcek 啦!

话说回来，

如果你真的不喜欢人家就不要忽冷忽热吧？

一时对人家好， 一时对人家不好。。

不是更残忍吗？

。。。

不懂啊。

讨厌。

你为什么要介绍她给我认识呢？

让我现在那么左右为难啊~

怎么办？

不要理了啦。

需要“调整自己”了。

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