My heart wavers at the very hope given..
The questions that clouded my mind,
The doubts that blocked my path,
The incertainty that was bottled up..
Awakened.

I never realised how fragile my resolve was.
Pathetic!
All was fake. Courage, calmness.
The outer apperance..
Will nvr fail to deceive any1.
The violent storm of the heart..
Unseen.. Well Hidden.

The skin itself is cold,
Yet it holds the fiery and trembling streams of blood,
Gushing at every pinch of nervousness.
The ball of iron that holds now the tension,
And the spurts of adrenaline that fasten every heartbeat.

The tears and hidden fears,
were not meant to be..
But again, their existence within one,
is UNDENIABLE.
They root within a soul,
and cause pain whenever possible..

- XClairevoyanist -

JUST BELIEVE

It sounds so easy but actually its very hard to do so, God..
Things are turning the other way round.
I was careless and I pend sincerely for my parents' and Your forgiveness.
I'm sorry Father..
But I cant stop blaming n hating myself..

Before dad rly comes home, I rly want to believe.
In You God. In Your Miracles.
You know it better than anything else.
My worries, my fears.. and definately my occasional doubtings.

But God, I want Yuu to know that..
I;m scared. But I'm willing to trust.
I need Your help.
I need Your courage and strength to face wadever
the consequences of my carelessness.

I cant breath properly right now.
My heart feels heavy.
I wanna just sleep but I know I wont be able to.
So God, I'll praying with all my heart..
and my remaining strength that you can make a miracle happen today..
I know I'm a bit selfish, but God.. please?

The sticky notes on my comp, well,
I had to help myself believe..
I hope U're not mad..

Shalom

What izzit that makes a life fulfilling? What brings satisfaction to our days? Today, God invites us to come to him wit our hungers and thirst. God wants to satisfy us.

The narrative of the multiplication of loaves and fishes was especially meaningful to the early Church. This is the only miracle story that appears in all 4 Gospels. When Jesus sees the crowd, his heart was moved. He knows that the ppl are in need and he does not send them away. Jesus takes wad human effort brings him (5 loaves and 2 fishes), blesses it and multiplies it. The result is superabundance! God is generously and surprisingly fulfills the needs of his ppl thru Christ!

Yet thr's more to the story. This narrative is a beautiful image of cooperation with Christ. Today, we look out and see a world wit many needs.

The sheer magnitude of society's challenges can easily lead us to doubt out ability to ever make a difference. Yet, when faith and love prompt us to act concretely, we open ourselves up to the possibility that even our small actions will be amplified by God's grace!

We are invited to present our human efforts- our loaves and fishes to Christ trusting deeply that God is indeed surprisingly generous.

So, my friends, when u nid to stand up for something that u think God would want you to, well, STAND UP for it. Because ur little actions and courage may just b wad the society needed in this corroding life.. U can make a difference because God will make that difference with you!