Astrology- Daily Forecast

		Your Birth Date: 09/30/1992

			Moon Sesquiquadrate Uranus
			Sep 25, 2011
			You may feel unable to hold yourself back from the urge to resist everything that comes your way, from others' statements and assertions to their demands and expectations of you. A bit of rebellion has entered your soul at this time and you are apt to react to things in a rather childish, impulsive manner. You may become angry with someone who meant you no offense; you might challenge someone about a subject on which they are an expert -- and which you know nothing about! This is the sort of time when you are likely to put your foot in your mouth, since there seems to be no filter between your impulses and your actions. Try not to treat others unfairly, especially those in your inner circle. If your lover seems put out or otherwise unhappy with you, examine your recent behavior; have you denied one of their needs simply for the feeling of resistance? Have you taken immediate offense to something they said, though they certainly didn't mean to offend you? If so, an apology is certainly in order. Doing something to release this energy constructively, such as taking a spontaneous road trip, may help get you through this time.

DAMN. It's like a love-hate relationship with astrology.
why so true one?! how can be so true one?! >_<

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Rants

To people who don't get puns, your life is just sad!

Wah... Bushuang ahh...
Someone said I sot Liao... Crazy edy..
Cz I share pun jokes.
Wthell man... Way to take out all the fun.
You're the one missing out on awesome humor shit
so don't make me sound like I'm sick.

I admit I stress exam la... No nid like tat say me guah...?!
Isssshhhhhhhhhh.....!!!!

Yerr...! Then fuyan me some more. Chase me away.
Wthell...! I dun wan share jokes with you liao. Damn man...
Angry ahhh...!!!!

I miss Alden... I miss Eric... :'(
They definitely would have enjoyed the jokes..!
I feel so under-preciated..!! Grrr....!
>:(

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#18/09/2011

late posting:/-

Every fucking time.

When I rly nid someone, just someone, anyone...
In those rare occasions when I feel really lost, scared, alone...
No one ever ever is there.

I rly dun understand. They talk about karma.

Well, as for the record, I was always always there for other people.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming anyone.
I just don't fucking understand why every fucking time, life just don't let me get to you ppl.

Texts, none replied.
Calls, none picked up.

Even when finally one of the texts was replied, after awhile no response ady.
After hrs, then comes an apology "smth came up"
The moment is then lost and the feeling sank deep down inside,
bottled and locked away.

What the fuck man...
and then ppl always wondered why I don't tell them things.
Aside from having MCS, life moulded me that way.
I want to tell ppl how I feel. I wan to express myself.

I am not that strong. I realised I cry a lot :'(
I am weak. But all these, I face alone. Every fucking time.

Self-soothe. All these years. I'm just so tired.
Faith, yes. But then again, I'm just human..

there's this need for communication with earthly ppl.

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#libra

天秤在乎一个人是默默的，表现的越不在乎就是越在乎... 比如说，天秤女在大街看见自己的BF和别的女孩手拉手。
她会微笑​，优雅的擦肩而过。让你觉得“你随便，我无所谓”。心里却疼不能​呼吸，其实她们不屑像泼妇和怨妇一样缠住你，怨你。.她们觉得那样就没有自尊了.

天秤独自一人的时候会迷茫拿着手机不知道做什么。天秤和不熟悉的人在一起很斯文不说话会给人很好的感觉但一熟悉起来你会发现秤子的单纯和没有长大的心、却又爱玩什么都敢尝试天秤懒的连下楼买早餐都嫌烦。房间永远乱乱的却给人舒适感。好好珍惜身边的天秤。只因他们太单纯

在天秤的心里，希望世界都是如童话般纯净，潜意识里不想去面对复杂的人际关系，可还是在努力的适应，有了委屈没有办法去诉说的时候，总是一个人偷偷哭过，擦干泪水装作若无其事，一个人哭，一个人委屈，一个人在变得坚强，一个人在适应生存环境。

天秤座在外人眼里一直是很优雅很完美人缘很广，其实在他们心里只有算的上朋友的人面前才会暴露他们神经质的脾气，也曾矛盾，也曾任性，也曾歇斯底里，也曾斤斤计较，也曾忽冷忽热，也曾唯恐天下不乱。见识过天秤座神经质的人应该庆幸，他至少不会在你面前伪
装。

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Back For Raya

Don't think I can take it anymore.

This trip back is horrible.

It's so suffering inside...

at home, mum and dad oways quarrel over the most trivial things.

dad aint much of a gentleman or a understanding husband.

mum is over-reactive, small gas and emotional.

bro is being a pain in the ass as usual, and seriously, the MCS is acting up again.

fuck it.

i really just wanna fuck it.

MCS is killing me at home... and my mum's assumptions of things.

GAWD. not to really complain, but it just pressures me A LOT.

you know the irony when parents ask u to slim down yet they stuff u with food?

well yeah. and this time back, i'm so busy with organizing the gatherings.

damn tiring. so i lose my appetite one way or another..

then my mum would always complain,

"ya la, my food don't reach yr standards la"

"see, always eat out la... my food tasteless liao lor..."
"i dun want to cook liao."

it's like 'waterparkkk' man~

so i end up eating so damn a lot, cz my bro n sis wouldnt eat!

gosh, I'm a crowd pleaser. that's why I'm suffocating.

In my heart, I just wanna get back to Melaka.

my freedom. my life. without all these external pressure closing in on me.

Miss my MFs damn a lot! )':

somehw, it's stressful hanging out with some of my frends here.

there's just that border... u noe?

cz I left last year...

and I just don't really fit in as much since obviously..

we don't share the same memories anymore rite?

it's painful in a way...

but it's okay :) because the part of me, from Melaka is awesome and I like it.

but yet again, I just cant seem to be that 'me' around my KK friends.

Maybe because I'm an adaptive person?

the craziness and humour point of my Melaka friends and KK are quite different.

maybe a bit mismatched.

but dont get me wrong, I still love my KK frends :)

perhaps I hang out with Melaka frends more lately...

really miss them. them and their fucking annoying-ness :D

i mentioned smth abt quitting drinking.

i really did consider that.

but coming back was so stressful (I rly dunno why it's getting on my nerve),

that I went all over the place looking for liquor. but of cz I din drink lar..

I'll save it for Melaka. there'll be 2 high parties to crash ;)
after that, maybe... hopefully, I will quit bah. hehe...

oh yea, less photos this time.

I dunno why I bothered to bring the camera.

it felt awkward and weird.. perhaps even a little distant.

i don't like it... or perhaps we're just growing up? is it?

haih, regretful, remorseful. that's what I feel after each gathering.

Gonna have a BFF day out with Karine 2mr.

It's be great :) It'll be the pinnacle of this holiday.

please oh please, Dear God...

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