Nightmare Chain

OMG. semester break is over! sobs.

and i had the most shitty one. think.

so not enuf! and i fell sick. fever, sore throat, food poison, menstrual cramp -.-

worse part: i din get enuf sleep..

Everyday.. i had nightmares.

well, technically u dont call those the horror type.

but it just makes me cant slp.

those like.. i dreamt abt me going back to KK. but i missed the flight.

kinda thing?

urghh. ):

and now i've gotten sick of trying to slp every night!

izzit loneliness? or am i too sober?

every night before i can finally slp, i go thru an agonizing few hrs.

reminiscing back the past...

thinking abt the future..

reflecting on the present.

and frankly saying, i think i might be drowning in relationship problems.

guah.

i'm getting all these mixed feelings.

all these random thoughts.

and i cant take a break.

kit kat doesnt help. (haha)

tonight is one of those nights as well.. but i guess bloggin does help.

i'm feeling a bit more slpy now..

nites :) give a good dream pls. =)

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Dear Diary..

mhm.. it's been a while :)

anyway, November.. had been.. not so good.

Lots of unhappy stuff happened.

Especially with a very dear fren in MMU.

spending too much time together might end up with more conflicts.

this is true.

well, mostly becz humans r like that.

we seek to be understood. and we assumed others should and understand us.

and that's were the problem starts.

Expectation.

Assumption.

i've learned

"不要要求别人谅解你，因为发现 不被谅解反而更加痛苦”

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