Exhaustion

Oh mii gawdd...

travelling is tiring, but it feels so good to be back. (WHEN WIT MY FRENS)

it feels kinda tiring to be at home??

it's nt boredom.

it's like i have to please my mum especially?

omg. i am so tired. i am so behsong with her mood swings.

my grandma came over too.

i mean i do love her. n i do spend time wit her.

i talk to her.

BUT

whr was my mum? busy at office.

at night, i wanna do my stuff, ohh cannot.

cz mum thinks tat we bo choi grandma.

and gets mad at me.

SLAM DOOR.

RAISE HER VOICE.

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

OMG la. very tiring u noe?

i noe i shudnt have tis feeling?

but i DO.

I feel very 'FAN' when you talk to me..

I feel very 'FAN' when grandma n auntie talk.

URGHH.

Life is so unfair sometimes.

Just becz other ppl dont do wad they nid to,

you have to do it.

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Dreams again...

I wish i can record my dreams and watch again later.

haha..

anyways, I better write them down before i forget?

i had 3 nitemares ytdy. and a good dream too. haha. 4 dreams in a nite!

lol~

Nitemares:

1st)

Everywhr i go, chinese is like banned. It disappeared. N i was searching hard. ):

2nd)

Repetitive of the 1st, lol.. but this time, i was telling Karine about it. T T

3rd)

Lol, thr was a fight, I was siding one of the teams. lol. (dont rly rmb liao) but it was a bit bloody. hahaha.. i rmb one part, whr i kinda main buyuk. lol. i go kacau the judging system. :P

Good dream)

I dreamt of my lovely LokYuk Juniors!

♥♥♥

Well, we always dont rly rmb who's in our dreams so i barely can...

but thr's Jeremiah, Amanda Chee, Cheryl Kok, Winnee... etc. a whole lot. lol.

mostly those who worked under me before.

*SCREAMS*

I miss being your KETUA ohh..

U guys got miss me bo? haha..

I was in some kind of competition.

Fellow competitors: LokYuk friends?? no idea. lol. i just rmb one is Paw i think :O lol

Judge: MMU PGL0015 Lecturer -_____-

anyways,
Then i got special treatment! my last task was very very hard.

but the judge gave me my lokyuk juniors as backup.

huhu! so happy. hahahaha.

We were suppose to remake a chair (those boss sit one) wit the spare parts & redecorate.

+ all the other small stools. haha..

before i could end the dream,

*ALARM RINGS*

uh.. ): din have the chance to finish building the chairs! T T

but hey, the design is planted in my mind. :) maybe..

just maybe..

one day, it might be a dream come true

♥

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我不怪你

我不怪你 想要默默地离开

因为 如果是我 我应该会做出一样的事吧。。

就算 离开是自己的选择

离开的那一刻 依然会让人有种难以形容的痛和不舍。

更何况 如果离开是别人对你的要求呢？

所以 选择 默默离开 就可以避免面对不想面对的。。

朋友， 离别， 哭泣， 更切实的心痛和不舍。。

我明白， 可是 真的是这样吗？

当你在飞机上默默流泪时，

其实 我也一样陪着你。

你感受得到吗？

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梦。

昨天睡得不错哦！

发了一场梦。

梦里的人都是KK的朋友！ 哈哈。

有点可笑，也有点奇怪。

当时很像是在排戏，有几只牛， 很像在比哪只快 还是什么的。 哈哈。。

然后 有人说华文， 突然 又变 马来文。 zzz..

然后 突然 我就在人群里了， 和朋友们看戏。。HAHAHAHA.

可是 感觉不错！ 嘻嘻 ~ ^^

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想念

要考试了！

可是突然想我在KK的朋友们！

我要回去了哟！ 嘻嘻。

可是想你们时，

就不知不觉看回我们以前一起走过的时光！

让人感受到带着伤心的开心啊。。。

笑着哭， 哭着笑。

我很想很想很想念你们啊！

你们都好吗？！

T T

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孤单

有时候会去想“孤单”是不是个诅咒?

近来， 读了一些有关天平座的文章。。

也不算是迷信吧。

可是还蛮准的。 哈哈。。

“天平座是最怕孤单的。。”

一个人的时候，

没有事情忙着的时候，

孤单的滋味还蛮切实的。

让人觉得有点疲倦，厌倦而已。

只想用睡眠， 让时间过去。

晚安了。。 (:

p/s: 他们也说天平座是很依靠别人的！ 我绝对不认同！ :P

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诅咒吗？

有时候 真的很害怕 闭上眼睛。。

因为 会回到回不去的过去，

因为 会看到不想面对的将来，

因为 会体会到渴望发生的事的痛苦，

因为 会被那么实际的思念和寂寞所折磨。。

累啊。

可是也只好 闭上眼睛了。。

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