My farewell~ MEH?

feeling rly down.

sry to say lar. i actually felt like nt going.

ONe.. family... mmmhmm...

ONe Farewell for me & Dom? u sure?

or is just u guys' punya day out?

haha.. rly sry la. u guys din make me feel like the main character for tis outing.

well, tis is wad i think lar:

planner gt prob?

Seriously, even d main character cant attend an event, u guys go wit it juga?

whr's d logic in tat? u guys just wanted to take d chance go watch movie... IRON MAN II or IP MAN.

wan take chance go Den2 & Sharon's 1B apartment. rite?

didnt rly feel the family feel in here? haha..

pfft. oso kan, another main character (Dom) pun sudah watch both shows lar. he rewatch tim.

haiya.. y cant u guys, just listen or get the hint? tsk.. or u dun wan get it?

Actually, me & Dom wanted go Sabah Museum. can make more memories den watch movie la pls. think pls? -.- goshh.. no offence, i'm disappointed.

if u say, aiyo! den tell la u wan go museum!

HAHA. hw funny. i did. so did Dom.

bt wad did i hear? "Eh~ Den2~ u sure u ady book d movie tickets a? ^^ *SMILE*"

wad else u wan me say leh?

i dunno is my problem or wad?

I OWAYS FEEL SO EFFIN SMALL whn around u.

i wonder if i ever had impact on other ppl..

i wonder if u guys would even rmb me after i leave?

对我公平一点可以吗？

u noe ka? i noe u felt tat i chged. since Form1.

true. i did. i admit.

form1, still young, still naive.

well, have u ever tot y i chged?

cz i felt like.. a stupid dumb blonde all the time.

i try my best make things memorable & enjoyable for ppl.

i try my best to help them.

but how many ppl? hw many times? did they ever try their best to do the same for me?

karine once told me, "i chged. i'm nt tat into u guys anymore.. i dont "search" within u guys.."

well then, " hw many times did u even search within me?"

u guys dunno hw it feels like.. to understand other ppl, bt nt understood by ppl....

it actually hurts & stings.

I chged becz, some thots hit me.

"wad's d point of being so caring, whn u doubt they'd do the same to u?"

just let me b more selfish.. for once?

i bet u didnt noe tat i noe..

In Form2, we had a fight... then cold shoulder..

HAH. then we went separate ways.. & u said to karine, "AIYA, nvm de la. after a while she'll come back to us de :) "

HOHOHO. taken for granted much? wtff...

urghh.. the chains of sorrow. yeah.. they root within oneself.

from one thing link to so many other unhappy things...

tonight still gt farewell dinner with ONe.

its gonna b tiring...

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