maybe didnt slp well tis few days.. plus work pressure kan.. ):
brought back many many thoughts of bitterness.
i'll get the biggest one off my shoulder 1st X(
yeah, tat's u.
pfft. thr's so many hateful & mad things i wanna tell to ur face.
but i guess, it'll b totally random? *SIGHS*
i rmb clearly, that day.. during spm exam...
i was just sharing abt my brother going to india to study dentistry.
WHICH i am proud of :)
BUT... u just had to do that didnt u?
u're always like tat.
every1 else is nt important.
only urself.... i wonder if u ever thot of hw i felt whn u said those words?
even eileen was shocked u said things like tat.
"OMG seriously?! ur brother?! DENTISTRY?! he is like SHIT lar."
"U THINK LA. u see ur bro like tat. whr got ppl wan go see him see teeth oh!"
(SUPER LC FACE)
"if me i rather die oh"
* thr's still more, she kip emphasising on SHIT*
WTF?! HAH? wad did i ever do to u oh? wad did HE ever do to u?
i swear, if tat time nt spm period, i definitely argue wit u. ARGUE BIG BIG.
KAO. who r u la?! U SO GOOD MEH? PUII. GOOD SO WAD?
NO NID B BEST IN EVERYTHING?! NO NID OWAYS STEP ABOVE MY HEAD.
sometimes i cant help but feel tat u feel tat 'm a threat?
whnever i win u in smthing, it feels... scary? i rly hate hw u treat me sometimes.
like i'm ur rival. bt u still kip me close as a fren.
i feel like nothing. nobody....... no1 important.
d only time, u would look for me, is when u nid help.
help do tis, do tat? help solve tis solve tat?
den whn i needed help? whr r u? it's quite hard to talk to u.
oH oh.. another time u will look for me, is when u got smth feel nice to show off.
PFFT. 踩低别人是抬不高自己的！
anyways, thanks to ur actions tat day.
i woke up. i realised hw important my bro is. & hw much i rly love him despite hating him at the same tym :P
bt then, nw i'm soaked in guilt.. cz i din stand up for him.
cz i din tell u off with ur damm attitude.
GOSH. i doubt this burden's off my shoulder until i rly tell u hw much u've hurt me.
at that time & all along.......
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