My heart wavers at the very hope given..
The questions that clouded my mind,
The doubts that blocked my path,
The incertainty that was bottled up..
Awakened.

I never realised how fragile my resolve was.
Pathetic!
All was fake. Courage, calmness.
The outer apperance..
Will nvr fail to deceive any1.
The violent storm of the heart..
Unseen.. Well Hidden.

The skin itself is cold,
Yet it holds the fiery and trembling streams of blood,
Gushing at every pinch of nervousness.
The ball of iron that holds now the tension,
And the spurts of adrenaline that fasten every heartbeat.

The tears and hidden fears,
were not meant to be..
But again, their existence within one,
is UNDENIABLE.
They root within a soul,
and cause pain whenever possible..

- XClairevoyanist -