无言？！

i'm speechless.

wthell......... one phone call.

"ur appeal to MMU to chg from Engineering to Law has been approved"

omg.

i tot after awhile i was ok wit it?

but when i hung up on the phone... my heart sank...

down & down & down.......

tears just whelmed up....

gonna b emo 2mr at Den2's hse... ):

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心情好啊，心情坏~ ^^

快要精神分裂了！

MMU那儿必须等多一个星期才可以确认哦！

好折磨！

好想找Ms Hannah 或 Mr Isaac 谈谈Law的东西。。

可就是没勇气吗？ Yor！

希望星期五可以有机会吧！下个星期就放假了！很难有机会跟他们谈谈了！

）：伤心。

今天还好吧！嘻嘻！

与Karen他们几个疯着呢！哈哈哈。。

太压力了。。

Midterm nia 啦。这么拼命！XD

其实也是件好事啦~ ^^

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看开点 ， 世界更美好 (:

哇~ 今天的心情还不错哦！

嘻嘻。。

学会看开点了吧~

或者是，跟Karine说了，所以轻松了 ^^

也或者。。

没什么看见朋友们。。 所以没有胡思乱想。

这个星期考试啊。。

与他们相处的时间超少的！有点怀念。 XD

你们还好吧？！*SHOUT TO THE SEA*

舒服多了~ ♥

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枕头后面的故事。。

心情超差的。。
哭过了，还以为好了些。。
今天看见大家，有说有笑的。。又让我心酸了。
这些我都必须抛下吗？

看见ONe的家人时。。
突然有种想要拥抱他们的冲动。。

今天。。 哈哈。。
二弟煮了汤让我们品尝哦~
不知是不是应为很大可能将会离开， 喝汤时有种幸福的感觉 ^^

心很乱。 舍不得。。
面对不了。。
开不了口啊！
原来是这么地痛。。

我可以贪心一点吗？
与你们相处的时间实在太短了！
与你们共同拥有的回忆也太少了！
还不够认识你们！还没有跟你们疯狂的够！):

可以吗？
希望明天心情可以更好。。

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I'm leaving?

i guess i rly am gonna leave..
May.. 2010..

its nt something for sure yet..
mum still nid to call MMU & ask if i can chg to Law course..
If can, i'll most probably havetta go.

wad she said is true also lar.
i mean, if i rly wanna b a lawyer liao, y nt go for Foundation in Law?
going for A-lvls is a waste of time & money. ):
how sadd.

jz thinking abt it is killing me inside.
letting go?
grabbing on?
i dunno wad is wad nw!

urghh. if i go, i have to say Goodbye to my ever so loved ONe family..
i have to say bye to my parents, my sis (hwever annoying she is)..
i have to say bye to my closest frends..

i'm gonna miss many outings, so many birthdays.
i'm gonna miss my bday party here too?!
i'm gonna miss Hari Kecemerlangan SMKLY
i'm gonna miss the welcoming back of pawsoh..
i'm gonna miss IS nite.

i'm nt rdy.

part of growing up?
it sux
& i hate it.
i downright hate it.

默默流泪。。

不要再逼我了！

很烦啊！

舍不得。。

放不下。。

难道离开真的是最好的选择吗？

心很痛哦。。 心很重。。

一旦离开了。。 就必须开始新的生活，熟悉所有新的东西了。

可是，那不是最大的问题。

问题在于撇下以前，撇下现在啊！

我没有把握，也没有这个勇气。

因为在心里的深处， 我明白， 离开了。。

一切就不能回头， 一切再也不会是一样了。。

与你们的感情也将疏远吗？

我不甘心。 真的真的不甘心。。。

Kiss the Rain - 雨的印记

Even without lyrics, music can touch hearts..
How nostalgic...

Fragments of memories flashed..
The Happiness, The Laughter..
The sorrow and the tears too.
I feel like smiling
Yet stimultaneously,
the glint of sadness is found
Deeply within..

Looking back,
Many people come and go in life..
The visible became the invisible,
The unforgotten became the forgotten.

Looking back,
many a times in life,
we experience posession and lost..
The invisible became visible,
The forgotten, became the unforgetten..

But,
Does the invisible befall as non-existent?
and does the unforgotten then etched as the memorable?

The fear of parting with close ones..
The sadness that overhelms the fact that we're all growing up..
Supplemented with,
The courage to take on new adventures..
The grasp of holding on to so many memories..

Complications.
Overiding of emotions and feelings.

But in the end, we still ought to accept..
However life will turn out to be..

Just wanna say, I'm gonna miss so many ppl after SPM.
sometimes it hurts..
but i'll cherish everything we have nw ^^
Love y'all lots my fwens!! ):