I'm leaving?

i guess i rly am gonna leave..
May.. 2010..

its nt something for sure yet..
mum still nid to call MMU & ask if i can chg to Law course..
If can, i'll most probably havetta go.

wad she said is true also lar.
i mean, if i rly wanna b a lawyer liao, y nt go for Foundation in Law?
going for A-lvls is a waste of time & money. ):
how sadd.

jz thinking abt it is killing me inside.
letting go?
grabbing on?
i dunno wad is wad nw!

urghh. if i go, i have to say Goodbye to my ever so loved ONe family..
i have to say bye to my parents, my sis (hwever annoying she is)..
i have to say bye to my closest frends..

i'm gonna miss many outings, so many birthdays.
i'm gonna miss my bday party here too?!
i'm gonna miss Hari Kecemerlangan SMKLY
i'm gonna miss the welcoming back of pawsoh..
i'm gonna miss IS nite.

i'm nt rdy.

part of growing up?
it sux
& i hate it.
i downright hate it.