pent up.

no one I can talk to about so many things.
there are people for me to talk to.
but I simply cannot.

Do you know that feeling?

I've gotten used to bottling up my thoughts.
There's always the issue of privacy, of trust, of shoulds & should nots.
If I tell, it might be degrading to the 'subject'.
If I tell, people will talk & then things get complicated.
If I tell, will they actually understand?

I'm so used to building walls around myself.
I've tried, really I have... to tear them down slowly & build bridges instead..
But having it backfire time after time is depressing.

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Not only that, in MMU, especially my law course,
everyone is kepoh. Everyone!
Gotta guard my own secrets properly or it goes viral.

God, I pray for my family.. keep them safe from harm & out of evil ways.
Lord Jesus, I pray that the court case will be resolved in our favour asap.
Thank You God :) Amen.

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