Monday, November 29, 2010

Nightmare Chain

OMG. semester break is over! sobs.
and i had the most shitty one. think.
so not enuf! and i fell sick. fever, sore throat, food poison, menstrual cramp -.-

worse part: i din get enuf sleep..
Everyday.. i had nightmares.
well, technically u dont call those the horror type.
but it just makes me cant slp.
those like.. i dreamt abt me going back to KK. but i missed the flight.
kinda thing?
urghh. ):

and now i've gotten sick of trying to slp every night!
izzit loneliness? or am i too sober?
every night before i can finally slp, i go thru an agonizing few hrs.
reminiscing back the past...
thinking abt the future..
reflecting on the present.

and frankly saying, i think i might be drowning in relationship problems.
guah.
i'm getting all these mixed feelings.
all these random thoughts.
and i cant take a break.
kit kat doesnt help. (haha)

tonight is one of those nights as well.. but i guess bloggin does help.
i'm feeling a bit more slpy now..
nites :) give a good dream pls. =)

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3 comments:

Jun said...

oh.. long time din visit here due to telecom's prob for 2 weeks.. huuuuuuuuuu...
hope you get better now..
try to get yourself tired, maybe do some other stuffs, will be easier to fall asleep i guess..

Jun said...

relationship probs? weeheehee... hope you are getting better now.. relax and be happy:) God bless you

Joanna (あゆ とも) said...

Jun~ thnks ya :) and the way to make me slp fast is by making myself rly tired. lol. meaning tat will be arnd 6 or 7am den slp. ): haih...

haha. relationship problem lor. weeheehee. not feeling better oh. but i'll try to get pass it. HEHE. Love you oh Jun! GBU too :)