struggles?

aiyoyo. wad am i becoming?

so wasted lar. emotional turmoil?

urghh. i dunno wad to do!

i felt drowned. in unnecessary thots? in necessary or unnecessary stuff?

lol. get wad i mean? ==

i feel pathetic. waiting.

WAITING. it kills. seriously...

*sigh*

72hrs.

den the feeling vanished?

i feel stupid trying to hold on to that feeling.

it was so hard. so hard to find back smth in the past..

nw now its gone again? lol. i m crapping.

i dun even noe y i post tis thing up ==

i hate the feeling that 忽冷忽热 u noe?

so many uncertainties.

create so many unnecessary thots?

urgh darn..

last question: Shud i hold on? or let go? move on?

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