oh mai gawdd.

diuuu~ getting pissed off leh!
jidan gao -___-
so hard meh what I ask you to do?
My instructions sibeh the clear liao leh.
Why other people, I reject their work once then ok ady?
Why you no do better?

Is making me bolat u noe?
I reject ur work trice! not once, not twice, but TRICE.
if u still cannot gimme a 5 paragraphs of quality work,
I'm afraid I might blow up at ur face man.

So tempted to take over n do it for u.
But fuck it. Why should I?
Why should I suffer when u dont do shit?
When all you do is date date date?
OMG, so disappointed sial.

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You're not THAT different from me.

Well, honestly, I'm taken aback with your reaction to the prank.
It was trivial.
Oh c'mon, as if you never pranked anyone.
As if you never lied.

I've explained myself & I dun find the need to explain any further.
You for one should understand that lies come hand in hand with pranks.

"If you can't tell the truth, just don't lie to my face."
Whao. I cannot believe you tweeted that.
I would say the exact same thing to you.

Frankly, there are so many times when I could have argued or fight for myself.
The thing is, I just choose not to.
I don't like to fight. But I can, really.
I can say things, things that hit nerves, things that hurt.
Things I can't take back once said. That's why I refrain from doing so.
What's the point of making everything so pressuring & strained?
rite? It aint worth the time. It aint worth anything for that matter.
& plus, it would make it seem like you're the victim & I'm the mean bully.
^^

So Yeah, so go on. Continue the cold shoulder treatment.
I aint apologising any more than I had.
Since you always treat it as though NOTHING HAPPENED when things did,
Let's just use your way ok? :)

Don't worry. I'll be around.
But I aint taking the first step to reconcile.


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ORANGE

feeling orange lately :(
I dun like it.

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overwhelming

ok, I dunno wtf is wrong with me.
I can't get myself to work, I can't get myself to study.
I stress-eat. For trivial reasons.

I'm just very moody.
dam all of these.

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f*cker stress ahhh!!!

!(&#@*#(!&$)!()#@()!@!!!
GRRR!~
STOP THROWING THINGS FOR ME TO HANDLE LAH.
OMG. F*CK MAI LIFE.

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mental down breaking.

de blah de blah de blah.
long time no see.
goodness, rly can't take it anymore.
today was very very overwhelming.

Law Seminar this n that,
CSS gatherings this n that,
School Works to catch up.

feeling pressured.
feeling unappreciated.
feeling edgy.
annoyed.
angry for no reason.

This is getting too much.
I can't stop the tears somehow.

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I dont expect any of you to understand

PRANKING.
it's just part of me man.. if you cant take it, just OVERSEE IT.

To you ppl:
I thought u would have known me better. Not understand, but know.
I'm disappointed. This happened before.
Maybe you don't understand why I like to prank, but the fact is that you must have at least known.
Why are you out to spoil my pranks?
NOTHING is perfect. I NOE.
You see those imperfections, I NOE.
Cant you, for the love of God, let it slide?

Again, human fraility.
Everyone wants to be smart.
They feel superior when they THINK they outsmart other people.
damn all of these.
you think I dont see the imperfections in the pranks I pull?

oh puhlease.
I noe who are likely and unlikely to fall for the pranks.
izzit that hard to ignore or play along?

haters gonna hate.
bye.

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