Spoke too soon!

urghhhh!!!!

bu shuang bu shuang bu shuang.

wo bu shuang.

wtf.

can't believe i let my guard down sia )':

screw you man -__-"

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just an update :) I know certain ppl read this.

so life's been busy and well, it's a good thing I dont write here often rite?

means I'm doing well ;) hehe..

degree life is hectic, chaotic... stressful.

they say the arch nemesis of lawyers is time.

damn true! exam forever nt enuf time >__<"

anyway, i'm shaking at the thot of finals.

so many to read and memorise, yet so little time and motivation.

enough of academics,

so yeah, feelings and emotions. hmm...

I'm feeling great :) and I'm happy.

My MFs are the cause of my happy yet suffering days.

They have been bullying me... it's getting unbearable. hahaha.. meh...?

I may turn out to miss it when they stop ):

hate psychology!

anyway, I realised my weakness lol. 'him'.

every time they use against me, I cant do anything!

or rather, thr's no point arguing or wad not.

it's 1 against 4.

talk abt stating the obvious rite? -___-"

aside from that, 'she' is still forever 'hilarious'.

I mean, I noe I'm bad ass for laughing. but 'she' is just too "amazing".

interested..? let me know... HAHAHA..

anyway, I'm going back to KK this Friday.

can't wait to meet my fam and beloved friends <3

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Alcohol?

haha, spend the whole day with him ytdy :)
dont think it really signified much bah ^^
the feel is like... hang out with best friend like that.

not bad oso ^^

anyway, had lots of alcohol ytdy! not THAT strong, but lots.

it was fun. I was high. HAHA.

awesome to feel high!

it's a time when I dont have to give a damn or a fuck abt anything or anyone.

the time when I can really really be myself <3

and not to say what, but I think I'm pretty awesome when I'm high :)

I can make ppl laugh, I can make myself laugh..

at any trivial stupid thing... ^^

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So...

i feel that the most important thing is being frank and honest.

not to everyone else, but to urself. at the very least :)

pain, suffering, past experiences help us to move on,

with our head held high.

Was talking to myself in my head jz now... hahaha.

I told myself that I don't like blueberry anymore.

but another thot hit me, and told me the exact opposite.

I'm okay really :)
we grow up each and every day.

I admit abt my feelings, but I feel that that actually helps me to get over it,

esp when that's for the best rite?

to hell with ego.

able to chat with him more lately :)

it's fun.. at least we're friends again haha.

and I feel that it's better to keep as being friends :D

I don't really mind what the girl do or say anymore.

Find it funny thou =)

I'm sorry i spread what you did, bt i couldnt help it :X

Jiayou to me! :) screw this 反反复复ness~ haha..
I think i'll be back soon @@

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Thots.

Hm, I WAS feeling better haha.. and still am compared to the last time i blogged.

anyway, yeah, for sure it's different liao.

din chat for abt 3 weeks ady?

I dunno if it's becz u noe I having exam and u prep-ing for yours or what...

but...

I hate it when so many things can remind me of you lol.

I bet few stuff remind you of me thou :O

Ah! Nid to focus FINALS ahh!

if it's not meant to be Lord,

pls help me get some closure so I can move on :)

but since no target, maybe I'll just stick around for a while more. hahaha.

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Break even.

The feeling you get when u feel that something is slipping off your fingers,

and you can do nothing to stop it or do anything to get it back.

maybe it's not what it seems to be, but well, I do feel very emo.

things dont seem to be the same.

but then again, who am I to analyse now?

esp when I'm in such a f*cked up state. lol.

What am i suppose to say when I'm all choked up but u're okay?

I'm falling to pieces.

No, when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even.

God, please help me, to focus on my finals that's round the corner.

tyvm.. at least distract me from this emo period :)

amen.

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你永远也看不见我最爱你的时候，

因为我只有在看不见你的时候，才最爱你。

同样，

你永远也看不见我最寂寞的时候，

因为我只有在你看不见我的时候，我才最寂寞。

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